how do you stop caring for someone when you have done it for so long? when you find out they are happy without you? When you told me you were engaged, my whole being shook, I couldnt speak a word and I know you caught it. I just want you to be happy, but in some deep dark reaches of me I wanted to give you that happiness. I wanted to share your joy, your pain, your every day.
I hope she realises what she has in you, and she never takes that for granted. I hope she loves you for all you are, and gives you everything you love about her.
I've known since I was a child that I have had a gift, a gift of seeing in my dreams. Things that come true, I saw you, proposing, with the ring, the place the night, I was just wishing it were me, a hope of mine. when I found the situation to be true, and that my psyche was telling me to move on, I didnt want to believe. Now, I sit, heartbroken, and apathetic about the world that surrounds me.
